Sean

What can I possibly say about him? He's my lover, my best friend, and the nicest guy I've ever met. I'm so in love with him. So in love I find myself doing all sorts of silly stupid things. Once when I was in class I thought of one of the sweet things he said and it made me smile wide, I even giggled. I have nightmares sometimes about loseing him. I have even found myself getting into these silly habits. One is when I cuddle my body pillow I pretend it's him. I kiss it and wisper good night. I fantasize about him all the time day and night. About the things we will do when he comes to Canada. About our first kiss, our first hug, our first meal together. I love everything about Sean. His hair and his face, his eyes. I want his touch, his kiss, I want to hear him wisper my name. I have heard his voice and it is like sex for the ears, I was like the first time I heard Repo sing in Repo The Genetic Opera. When I first heard Sean's voice...well let's just say talk about having a soundgasm. Back when I was with "Shocky" (that jerk) I fantisized about Sean. He was only my friend then and I wanted to confess to him. So much. I finally did and then we got together. I have never been happier. I guess the best word to discribe my love is. Amazing. Simply amazing. And That is what I have to say about Sean. I could go on forever but I better stop now before I bore you.